mental health and alchemy

What's up, YouTube? Um checking in. It's been about a week since my recent video about how the membership is available now and can one person in my audience change my life, whatever.

Um I think at the time I made that video is at 21 views or not 21 views. We were at 21 members. >> [snorts] >> Uh and my goal is like 2,500 members, but keep in mind it is a long-term goal. Like I'd be happy to reach that goal in a year, 2 years, I don't know.

>> [sighs] >> Uh but so yeah, and in that video I mentioned Oh yeah, it was at 21 members at the time. I think now we're at like 55.

So we've we've doubled our member count. And yeah, big thank you to all the new members who wanted to help out and support so that I can one day make more videos, have more time to make videos.

Not that that's really an excuse for not making videos, but traveling, experiencing I think would greatly benefit my content and therefore benefit you guys.

Um so yeah, thank you to you guys. I don't know all your names. I'd have to go check in the app. Um it's kind of hard to keep track of each one.

But yeah, big thanks to everyone who became members, but I just want to give a little update. Uh I mentioned in that video I got hired I think the day before that I made that video. I got hired for a second job. So now I have two jobs, but I haven't heard from my first job in a week.

So I kind of Yeah, I think I have two jobs, but this week I've just been working for the new one, which is a general contractor.

So, definitely learning a lot of stuff. Learning I've I mean, we've only begun. It's been 1 week, but I'm learning how to like lay out concrete and like set out forms.

Uh just learning a lot of miscellaneous things. We're applying stain to some decks and painting and pressure washing. Pretty basic stuff, but um it's only the first week.

And I noticed something weird recently or today. I mean, it's kind of a recurring theme that I'm noticing, which is you start a job and you love the job at first and then after some amount of time, you become disenchanted to the job.

And you don't really want to do it. And also, there's other factors. It could I I notice it's something as simple as having like having to wake up, get out of bed, and go do something when your body feels like it would rather be sleeping. But then, because we have cer- a lot of us